Look with increased publicity comes a different feeling of personal boundaries. I’m a private person, that is, I am used to operating in private, to indulge in paranoia that avoids meeting with reality. Now things are different. There’s no ‘private’. I find myself, although a private — that is, reneging on taking public accountability for my claims and actions, — I resort to the public utility — the Internet — GitHub — the Blockchain — to hold what is precious to me and cannon, will not be sullied by it being out in the open.
Thus, I start pushing things online. Shoveling piles of old materiel to keep it prudent, weaving threads out there, in the open, dancing light, energy, attention, obliviousness to them. I’ve accumulated some wear and stress and experience that I will turn into publicly accessible prose and code. It may come up to something. It may now. That is on me.